If In Doubt

It is the steadiness

It is the soft calm sound

It is the ease and comfort

Ever known only as the crash and burns

Only known as the pain and suffering that it can bring

It was always a dream

It was always a distant call

It was always the hardest thing to do

Seemingly difficult to let out

Difficult to understand the reason why it is what it is

It never will be the thing you hope for

It never will be the delightful end of a story book

It never will be the unforgetable moment

Sometimes by chance it all makes perfect sense

By chance it will ever be a passed phase

It can be the best in ones life

It can be the one moment you dreamed to dream

It can be the very contradiction of attraction

As if in doubt you are unable to see

If in doubt you are afraid

Follow not my words

Follow not the history

Follow not the advocate

Continue on with your words

On with your lifes dream

Sat in front of you is the one who was, is and will be remembering you as you are.

Pride and Honour, Humility and Shame

It was always for another reason

It stretched from one end to another

Continued until it ran round the poles

Still you could see it on the glasses we all possess

For the grains and blades that cover the surfaces

The spoils and deceased will burn the mobiles we run

The family man or the child knows not the old ways we once marched into fields of gold for

The understanding of Labour has changed

Times have moved on not the path that was once so hard

Enhanced to improve our survival rate

We are not the only ones to evolve

Generating nothing but hate and disloyalty to those around us which have our hands in our pockets

As the paper falls like leaves on an autumn day

We all wait and stare into the sky

Where science has given hope

It has also taken faith

With each action from the slide of a finger to a point

Control is what we try to obtain

Leaving what was the strength as the enemy we seek and never saw

With just a simple press of the tool we were given we didn't realise that it was just a glitch

Hidden faces glance and peer concentrating on the very thing we all know existed and ignored

The fly on the walls keep its eye attached to what you do so it can swoop and spoil the spoils

Humanity and existence lost its true meaning when it answered the question

Why

How

Where

When

What

Who

...Us...

...There was no place for it now, in te past is where it will stay, as for the latter...

...It surrounds us and will forever be in our hearts...

The Writing I Washed Away

Summer will turn to a different day
In that time the tears willfully fall upon our skin
The sun sets to sweeten the scene
The warm sand breathes the same air we share
With only one being on the shore
It is obvious I stand alone with nothing but my imagination lost
In darkened spaces I will stand out with my beak asking to perch
With my wings I'll span across the sea and find what I was once looking for
I try to make sense of it but I never will
Instances of light flashes towards me and I am given the sensation that I have lost it once again
If only I could translate every language to a universal symbol
With every hand raised it seems impossible to find one
A hand on my heart which isn't mine
I hold it tightly with grace and comfort
Breathe life into that which holds me then and never let go
Eye to eye and fist to fist
Grasped and willing to give it everything and to give in to anything
In taboo situations that leave the tingling sensation that once was found by someone else
Extended to the farthest reaches of the each others world
Uncovered and discovered who each other really are
Going further and further knowing well that it was wrong
Knowing everything is not that of what the mind is saying
Yet still giving in to sin
I'll still be looking for what I was missing in that subject
In that manner
That matter we were so longing for never came true in the light that we hoped to be independent
Same country was easy if it wasn't here nor there
Same continent would be the same as above all
So questioning what I know
It was not your dream and it wasn't my reality
We won on our own turf
If only that were true
Stick to what I know what to say and I will give you that which is holy
Breeze drifts past my face and flowers will send my mind into shock
Still insisting that I am in their fate
I am not in control of what I do
But an excuse is all it really was
It was too late and too early
I could never get the timing right nor the right words
I'll give you my life in a crystal light and break it up
Each colour will make you wonder if I'm really persistant or lazy
Here my words have the right only to speak the words I never could say
So I say this to you and your one
Dream sweetness and awake with the smile that out shines

Leaving More Than a Bitter Taste

I assume we all have a time of disposition
waiting for the latest moment to realise
following the brand new ways we wish
a new road opens up and with this it has been taken
traveling across the planet
landing on grass dirt and filth the tar burns up
turning around a case belongs to the one that carries the load
face to face with strangers
leaves and trees alike
difference and similarity insists the fortune of familiarity
done with the past in the land with cultures of the world itself
left and right for the door for the four trips
the second stepped to the east where it rises
one nation grows another falls
the flaws taken and the strength created
who knew what was expected
told once and told twice
given responses and taken replies
still stood and untouchable
making a move and making it happen
smile so your happy with it until your cheeks hurt
they tell a different story
so keep to your own

molding a thought to a weathering

It's been a while
it's been too long
it's created something i never thought i would find inside
the sun's a bit brighter
making us all feel warmer
from pressure to depression
you wont find it anywhere else
but in the summer sun getting a tan
wet a bothered tired and fresh
wicked of a turning point to seek the weather's son
as day breaks winter haunting fades
wanders of the midnight sky turn to the windows to bath in the light
with pupils of slits
you can guess it's from one
but left out from the other
wishing the winner's can give more than just face
modesty to motion
treason to convulsion
a freedom of poker was never an idea for conservation
conversation of conservation only led to a talk of conviction
we dabble with the dark arts yet find pleasure in magic
it tickles our imagination to familiarise us with creative notion
danger of making things up but the fear of the truth
which will you choose
a road of distinct absolution that makes no sense
to a path flooded with rocks and pebbles to sore the foot
grammatics to dramatics
you get a creative mind to fix
but an intelligent mind to think of a break

Take It From The Weather

Secondary effects can trigger even the best of us to break the rules
obviously not a way to stomp on the green fields
bottle after bottle was a good idea like everything there is
'til there was a problem we couldn't fix
now because you said this unbelievable fact of discretion
I was forced to make a suggestion which was bound to bounce
higher and higher the thought became and less answered the question became
You questioned everything that was thought up so you had the advantage in the conversation to end with a handshake and a headache
Of all the weaknesses the floor showed
You hit the board face on to see for yourself
Instead of listening to the advice the blind would give
Instance is all you had and versatility was the ability we had
give or take it is the nail that sticks out that gets the hit
You listened and learned
from lesson to class to high to ground zero
liquid to freeze the unannounced whirls of the skies
twisted fringes flowering over even the darkest of the bulb
growing out to bloom above the mess we uncovered
from the air to the dirt
we hear a way we see more to say everything
quantum mechanics broke the possibilities and probabilities higher ascend sent us
So put it this way to-r-u-n-a-w-a-y
to mix up a message everyday
and find a-w-a-y-t-o-r-u-n
even you could figure that out